今天，中考也结束了~~~~

我只有叹一口气，时间过的真是快，从我的中考到现在，6年过去了，6年，竟然那么快的过去了。那么快。有人说快乐的时光是很快的，但是那么快的6年，我没有感到过任何一点快乐，可以说，我的人生，或者说青春期，过的并不快乐，或者说是麻木。6年前，考进建平，可能我的人生有一段路，就改变了。我宁愿进入区重点的洋径中学，而不是市重点的建平。

可能我在洋径，成绩会是中上游，或者是好。。。

可能我在洋径，会遇见直到现在还迟迟不肯出现的她。。。

可能我在洋径，就不会有在建平的那么多不开心的事。。。

许多高中同学的msn上，都写他们很开心，在那3年里，很怀念。但是，我没有，丝毫没有，讨厌建平的一切包括老师，当然，同学没有讨厌，朋友是一辈子的。有建平，就有现在的在华理就读，厌恶，憎恶，可恶。我不会放过建平，和华理，现在，你们给我留下悲惨的回忆，以后我会还的。10年后，大家走着瞧。目前的环境，不适合我，等哪天，我找到我的人生舞台，呵呵，会让你们后悔的。

不想给大家带来不开心的心情，就写到这了，最后祝所有高考，中考的考生，取得好成绩

"to be a man or a child?" i ask the god ,god nod his head and say nothing .

"what you say and what you ganna do now?"the god cry.so it rains today...

"what a happy children's day!",i usually said.but now,i haven't talk about it anymore for a long time.why?why?why?

today has a bt test.what's the meanning of bt?you may be think that the test is very difficult.yes, it's true.however,i mean the "a bt test" of a bit terriable test.because,we were crazy and the teacher was too shy and kind enough to us. good people will have a good reward (according to the chinese saying,i call it yang jin bang. you know it ,i know,haha).

2 weeks ago ,when we talked about our age ,i said i was 20 years old.they said i was wrong ,we were 21 years old  at least .what a fun .what a fool guy.i am 1 years older than i thought at truth.oh my god ,what am i thingking .fuck! i am 21 years old now.i am running to the putuim 3.at the ancient time ,maybe my son or daught is old enough to buy soy sause(酱油).fuck,and now i am still looking for her,my girl,my angle,my heart ,my honey.fuck again.ok ,no fuck,shit.that's all right.tmd stop here.

in fact,i wanna be a child.because ,child can play without any worry and something unhappy.with the body growth ,mind grows slowly.more and more things unexpected occur to me.i have no good way just handle it one by one. this is life.american say:"do it" or "fuck it".oh yeah,fuck it.my life ,i fuck it.

to be a man or a child ? be a man when you be in trouble,be a child when you are still growing up,or you will be shorter than others,haha. i wanna be taller than i am now, so, child,i wanna be child.but ,girls and women like man ,so man,i wanna be a man .ok ,i choose it ,a child man. hoho.

at last,wish everybody happy children's day.we are all children however old we are.and remember,our life ,we fuck it.